my first trip home without a boyfriend
And I’m preparing things that I’m going to say to my dad. Maybe something like “Hey dad, I broke up with Dylan, in case you don’t know already. Yeah I know I thought we would last forever too.” or maybe “Well I can still try to set up a meet up between you two, I mean you liked him so much and he admired you so I’ll see what I can do.”
But I have a feeling that as soon as I see his tomb, I would cry and just basically apologizing for a lot of things that I did wrong. Giving up on being a diplomat, mistreating my wonderful ex-boyfriend until he left me, arguing with my mom until we lost our voices. I still miss my dad and I’m probably the only one between my mom and my lil sis who still cries to the fact that he’s gone now. I’m good at a lot of things, but I am bad, really bad at loosing people.
@5 hours agoI never thought this would actually happen to me.
(via delightedhearts)
what?
some shit that happened to millions of other lives in this world haha, I just never saw it coming.
ahhh but what happens?
well, I like this guy who doesn’t share the mutual feelings ahahha.
ohh armes kind… thats why u drink beer which u make dizzy? do u drink alc if u are sad?
foolishly yes ): and well another shit happened that made me scared of drinking during unstable times. You’re a really cool person, do you have twitter or somekind? (:
i get crazy if i’m drunk… but not bad crazy! no good crazy you know… =D what is twitter?
twitter is this micro blogging-thing, very similar to facebook status updates. You should check it out. (:
grraaaa maybe later i don’t like it if i have so much websites(4 =P)… do you have facebook or last.fm?
well, I’m canceling my facebook but yes I do have a last fm that I barely use :p my user name is gretchenisalive (:
@6 hours ago